Tempted to stare at the wall
Where should I begin children, I am 17 years old, what some have described as a somewhat bright girl, yet, I am bored, unsatisfied, restless and frustrated.
I always get the feeling that things would be so much better if I moved, to another country, somewhere totally different. That way I could spend my time finding things out that I don't already know, and I'd have a clean slate. People...opinionated STUPID people, think that I always run away from my 'problems'. Saddly, they don't realise that my problems are within me, so no matter where I supposedly 'run' to, I don't escape them.
Simply put, I crave change. Stimulation. The same routine in a different environment. The same faces in different places.
I think I need to create some sort of rock band, doesn't have to be rock. I can sing, and I'm going to learn guitar, I just need to hussle some people together with some talent and drive to create.
Peace