Try and figure it out.
Tempted to stare at the wall
Published on January 13, 2004 By mediocre In Welcome
Where should I begin children, I am 17 years old, what some have described as a somewhat bright girl, yet, I am bored, unsatisfied, restless and frustrated.

I always get the feeling that things would be so much better if I moved, to another country, somewhere totally different. That way I could spend my time finding things out that I don't already know, and I'd have a clean slate. People...opinionated STUPID people, think that I always run away from my 'problems'. Saddly, they don't realise that my problems are within me, so no matter where I supposedly 'run' to, I don't escape them.

Simply put, I crave change. Stimulation. The same routine in a different environment. The same faces in different places.

I think I need to create some sort of rock band, doesn't have to be rock. I can sing, and I'm going to learn guitar, I just need to hussle some people together with some talent and drive to create.

Peace
Comments
on Jan 15, 2004
My wife was just talking about how she was bored and wanted to move to Spain. I told her I used to want to be a rock star and felt similar. I told her that leaving wouldn't change anything and that she needn't to figure out what she wanted and make a change here. I then went to the blogs and searched "bored" and there was your article. Amazingly similar stuff. Now I think I really get why these blogs have become popular. Thanks, I am going to show her your article. She is 23 if you were curious. I am 29 and my rock star dreams are now just that.
on Mar 24, 2004
It worked. She divorced me. Now maybe I will move to Spain. Life is funny that way sometimes.